I love books.
I love many things about them. Their content teaches and amuses or irritates
and forces to assess new points of view. It influences me often as written word
has authority for me. Written – then it must be true or at least worth
considering. I simplify my approach, of course. I am not naïve or gullible as all
that. However, printed word has subconsciously stronger influence on me than spoken
words.
I also like
nicely published books. Australian book – ONE; living as one and loving it
by Victoria Alexander is an example of books I consider beautifully published.
Another one on top of my list is Polish edition of Master and Margarita of
Mikhail Bulgakov. I like to touch them, scan their beautiful pages, look at the
illustrations. I think that I read almost all works of Bronte sisters because
of being lucky to have a very nice edition of their books.
I also like smell
of some books, even old musty ones. When I was very young and wondered who I
want to be when I grow up I did not want to be a firewoman, this was suitable
for boys. I wanted to work in a book shop which would also sell cosmetics. Hmm…
I wonder about myself, at least my thinking in young years.
So, now that
I have confessed my love for books, it makes it clear that it is very hurtful
for me to part with them. But, I have moved around the world quite a bit. The first
move was from a small Polish town Włocławek to Warsaw . This was an easy move. I did not
have many possessions at eighteen. My father organized nice wooden crates in which
I packed my books very carefully. And off I went to be a student in a big city.
After some
years of living in Warsaw , I accumulated more books and was a
proud owner of a great wall unit which easily housed my books plus other less
important things. There was a room for expansion. And then the time came to
move again. This time the move was serious, out of Poland . My father organised more wooden
crates and I packed my books again. In those days nice carton boxes that
removal people give you did not exist. Books packed in wooden crates are heavy.
I heard loud complaints from people carrying them from the forth floor without
lift to the container lorry parked downstairs– Please, not more books! I felt
sorry for the removal men and guilty.
The books
landed up in a storage space somewhere in Vienna while I lived bookless in Paris for one year. Then we all got
reunited in Düsseldorf. It was great! My new Polish bookcases were placed in a
special room, all my books were comfortable and there was room for expansion.
I gave my
books a rest for two years and then we were on our way again. This time the
journey was very long, we were going to Sydney . Books and all.
It was a
time of stability for books and me for quite some time. Again, there was a
special room for my bookcases and their content in my first houses in Sydney . We were all stable and happy. But
the next move required changes; there was not enough place for all my books in
the new house. I had to give away many of them to various libraries and
charities. This was painful. My friend, who volunteers in St Vincent de Paul
shop, tells me that many donated books are thrown away. I am glad I did not
know it then.
This was not
the end of travels of my books. I decided to go and live in Poland again. My precious bookcases went
to charities together with many of the books. The most precious of the books
went with me of course. We landed up in Gdansk this time. It was stability time
again. I had place for books and time to
read. I bought more books to add to my so brutally culled collection. However,
nothing lasts forever. Some years later it was time to come back home – Sydney . And this is where after our
travels, I and my books are now.
I can relate totally to your condition, if that is what I may call it! I am in the same boat except that my collection has all been effected over the last 25 years in this same home where I came to settle down after a rather nomadic life. The initial impetus of about fifty books started off the collection and today I am scared to count!
ReplyDeleteYou certainly can call it condition. I have not counted my books either but I know that even though I just bought two bookcases I still need more space and another bookcase.
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