One of my
blogging friends Ramana publishes once a week a post written on the subject
nominated by one of the members of his blogging group. I always liked the
concept even if it felt a bit like a homework. My excessively independent
nature issued some protest against writing a homework. Only, nobody asked me
for any such thing as a writing assignment ☹. So, I did not have a problem to avoid.
In my previous
post I was searching for ideas what to write about as my activities slowed down
and ideas dried out. And I got a suggestion that I find interesting – to write
about re-reading the same book, seeing the same films multiple times and
listening to the same piece of music over and over again. The suggestion came
from a person who I find a sharp and rather tough critic. So, I will be writing
with some trepidation but also with curiosity and interest concerning comments
I may receive at the end of this exercise. Thank you kvd for the suggesting the
subject.
Re-reding books.
There are many reasons why I read. Sometimes for fun,
sometimes in hope that I might find answers to my existential questions,
sometimes to learn something specific…Many reasons really.
My list of books
I would like to read has always been very long and still is, so it seems to be
a waste of time to read something that I already have read. But it did happen
to me, even if not that often. When I think about the reasons for re-reading
books, one very clear reason comes to mind - re-reding for fun. There was a time when
I was fascinated by the Polish writer – Joanna Chmielewska. She wrote fun crime stories and her sense of
humour had to me a particular allure. Many Poles felt the same way and her
books disappeared from shops like hot cakes. In fact, books disappeared from
bookshops in hours if it was a popular book, writer or a subject. Things have
changed since those times. I remember when I just got the new book by Joanna
Chmielewska. The book was about a crime committed in one of the Danish casinos.
The title was - “The last sentence of the dead man”. The last sentence of this
man was giving information where a big fortune of a gang was hidden. The Polish
girl was the person who heard the last instructions. The dying man who was a
part of the gang told her the secret information because of her blond wig. He was instructed to pass the information to
a blond girl. After being shot and saying his que, he promptly died leaving the
critical information with the wrong person. The whole book is about the gang
protecting the valuable source of information (the false blond girl), after
kidnapping her from the casino and transporting on a private jet to somewhere in
South America. At the same time the most convincing and handsome members of the
gang tried to get the girl to recall the last sentence of the dead man which
she denies to remember. The story is unbelievable but at the same time very
logically unfolded to the readers. I imagine that it is very difficult to
comprehend that, but this is a very clever book and very funny in its logical
way. Starting to read it I was not able to put it away and was reading it without
a break until I finished it at some early hours of the next day. I have many
books of the same author and they all look very shabby by comparison to other
of my books on the shelves. Typically, my books after reading look like new
regardless how many pages they may have. Not Chmielewska. The books of the
times - 60ties – 70ties were not the most robustly published but the reason for
my books being shabby was that I and my friends read them several times.
I looked up
Chmilelewska in Wikipedia and found out more about her than I had expected. She
became widely published when the communism was over and became some sort of a
national celebrity.
I got carried
away with memories and went away from the initial subject of re-reading books.
It was the time
when I spent some years in Poland after my Australian working years. It was
like coming back to the old country, the one I even did not know well and
understood rather poorly. So much has changed. I had a lot of time on my hands
and a lot of books on the shelves of the place I lived in. Good old classics.
It was a good opportunity to re-read some of them. So, The Magic Mountain of
Thomas Mann landed up on my reading table but I did not go too far with it. It
seems to be a cursed book for me. Something happens that makes me put the book
away for long period of time. But I have read in this time The War and Peace
the second time. I think it made a similar impression on me as my first reading
when I was around twenty years old. Maybe I responded less romantically to
Natasha Rostova’s love for Andrei Bolkonsky? Maybe this part of the book is
better received by young impressionable girls? Anyhow, I liked the book the
second time around as well but there were no fireworks. I was more impressed by
Herman Hesse I read at this time and for the first time.
I think I stop
this post as I am starting to feel boredom myself so this is definitely not a
good sign. Maybe watching films multiple times will open some better paths for observations.
After some reflection I realised that I got sidetracked but did not finish the subject of re-reading books. I read books again and again also for comfort. It has been most of the time - Anne of Green Gables. Which part of the novel it did not matter. There are several parts of the Anne's story. My age did not matter either. Even now I took to the hospital with me Little Women. Not quite the same thing but the same type of book. About girls basically good to the core even if with some flows of character. But good, you could rely on good winning no matter what the situation and how long it took to see the real good side of it and the characters who may have strayed for a while. So when I needed to be reassured that life is really good and my problems will come right at the end, Anne of Green Gables did the job.
There was another book I reread several times. Once again it was a book about school girls. But not very good girls this time. It is a series of Claudine books written by Colette. A scandalous writer married to an older man, flirtatious no matter if objects of the flirt were women or men. Most likely women though. I do not feel that I would like to explore all the reasons why I was so fascinated by the books. Language was one of the attractions, Provence another strong reason. She wrote about the district of France with such love and admiration of its foods, smells, colours that it was impossible not to fall in love with Provence even without seeing it. And when I eventually saw it there were no disappointments. Calissons and coffee at one of the street cafes of Aix-en-Provence and fragrance of lavender in the air were something I will always remember and marvel over.
After some reflection I realised that I got sidetracked but did not finish the subject of re-reading books. I read books again and again also for comfort. It has been most of the time - Anne of Green Gables. Which part of the novel it did not matter. There are several parts of the Anne's story. My age did not matter either. Even now I took to the hospital with me Little Women. Not quite the same thing but the same type of book. About girls basically good to the core even if with some flows of character. But good, you could rely on good winning no matter what the situation and how long it took to see the real good side of it and the characters who may have strayed for a while. So when I needed to be reassured that life is really good and my problems will come right at the end, Anne of Green Gables did the job.
Aix-en-Provence |
There was another book I reread several times. Once again it was a book about school girls. But not very good girls this time. It is a series of Claudine books written by Colette. A scandalous writer married to an older man, flirtatious no matter if objects of the flirt were women or men. Most likely women though. I do not feel that I would like to explore all the reasons why I was so fascinated by the books. Language was one of the attractions, Provence another strong reason. She wrote about the district of France with such love and admiration of its foods, smells, colours that it was impossible not to fall in love with Provence even without seeing it. And when I eventually saw it there were no disappointments. Calissons and coffee at one of the street cafes of Aix-en-Provence and fragrance of lavender in the air were something I will always remember and marvel over.
This little sweet deserves a special poem, but since I could not write such a thing, I feel that it deserves a post at least. I would like to write it. |